Thursday, July 28, 2005
Still alive.
Anyway, I'm a horrible person? I just wonder when some of my friends upset me when I don't deserve such ill-treatment. Don't be mistakened I've got great friends, but I suppose I am in such a state because it's somehow my own fault. Just want to say that I'm not omnipotent, but I try my best to be a good friend. It's just so difficult to not expect anything in return. I'm starting to think it's impossible.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
3 day week and a fantastic timetable! Whee!
Spent all morning trying to log in to STARS. Finally got through at 2pm, after 4 hours of not-stop trying. I really thank God for the current timetable. It's great! I'm taking French... Wonder if it will be easier to understand than the article that I have to read. Lessons are nicely packed with no large empty breaks. So, I can end school at 4.30 to 5.30pm. It's pretty good :D
Welcome back to the grind. *sweats*
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Horrible Timetable... ...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Headache...
New sunglasses...I have a headache after speed marking the worksheets. Ouch. Treated myself to a delicious chocolate cupcake from toast after work today hoping that it will alleviate the irritating headache...
Met mum in Orchard after work, since she wanted to get out of Yishun so desperately. Window shopped while waiting for her, did not find anything that fit. Yikes. What do you think of my sunglasses? Haha. My mum thinks that they are cool. I just think that they look funny on me.
Topography
Finally took a photo with my roomie. :) Hope to post them up soon.
Felt pretty detached today, because I was some sort of distracted. Don't know if I'm overreacting.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
A small hiccup.
School's reopening. Playing tour guide for a friend tomorrow. Hopefully I haven't forgotten how to get around school. Haha. 3 months is long, feel strange going back to school.
Finished reading HBP yesterday, really didn't like the ending. But, I suppose the death and departure of those close to Harry Potter marks the slow transition of Harry's maturity and independence. Sort of reflects reality doesn't it? As we grow older, the people around us come and go. There are some people whom you did like to stay with forever, but there's no such thing as forever. A lifetime perhaps. I wonder what will happen to Draco Malfoy?? Will he turn to the light side? I love misunderstood villians!! Muahahaha.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Rejected again.
Then You make in me charge of so many things involving MONEY. I always do something MONEY- related. Makes me start wondering why I didn't take accountancy. That word just evokes so much emotion in my family. Just that mere word mentioned, and arguments, cold wars and fights can start in this household. Yes, this is the kind of family I live in. We aren't money-minded people, but circumstances have forced us to be mercenary and calculative. I just HATE that word. I don't believe that MONEY is evil, but it's the attitude we have towards it. You know what? Maybe I don't care anymore. I save what I can and spend on what I must or should.
Have yet to collect my Harry Potter... Sigh. Will do it first thing in the morning tomorrow!!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Chick Flicks and Chicks.
Met Na and Rx at Sembawang to go to Teng's. We ordered pizza!!! Yummy :) Basically an all girl's night-in. Watched TV while wolfing down the food and yakking all at the same time. Proof that girls can multi-task. Really had fun just talking rubbish, serious stuff and commenting about the TV shows. Mostly, girly-stuff. But, it was fun!! Must have more of such dinners :)
Well... Sometimes I hate being female. Some biological reasons.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Rainy Sunday and Departure Monday

Sent both Mel and Cheryl off yesterday. Will miss the both of them. Everyone seems to be going Australia.. Rx will be leaving this Friday. Hope that school will be enjoyable :) I really hope that one day I'll have a chance to go overseas for a studying stint too. Instead of staying for a few days in a foreign country as a tourist, it will be really fun to actually live there long enough to really discover the country instead of just seeing the superficial side of the country. Maybe that might make me love Singapore even more.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Love-Ly Drama Queen
Watched F4 yesterday. ( No, not the Taiwan boyband! Fantastic 4!) Honestly, I was abit lost. But, alright managed to piece everything together after awhile. I seriously think too much. Maybe I should just get my brains removed. Tralala. Ate stinky beancurd also... ... Urgh. Died. I came back in spirit to blog. ( No, I'm still quite alive, I just had my brains removed. Explains the rubbish above.) Ok, I like the crispiness, the bite. But, NOT the smell and taste. Smells as though you haven't brushed your teeth for days. Oh well, I'm not alone in this. That's what matters. Hahaha. Tired. *eyelids drooping*
Friday, July 08, 2005
London Bombings
If it's our MRT stations being bombed... Almost happened though. Quite nearby to boot. Realised that people will not make a big outburst of things that almost happened, but never did. Only when something happens and people die, then there will be alot of news. Perhaps it's also because there's no news to report when nothing happens. The media cashes in when there's sensational news. Take the 911 incident for instance. I'm pretty sure they made a quick buck when people grabbed all newspapers and magazines off the rack. I think that its neither right nor wrong for the media to cash in on bad news. They are reporting facts and giving the public what they want. However, this only extends to 'real news' not gossip columns.
I am guilty of reading gossip columns sometimes. But, is it ethical for a publishing company to cash in on someone's private life? Pitiful sods.
Sorry about the GPish entry! Haha.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Enjoying life thus far.
It was nostalgic watching the drama serial aired on Channel 8 four years ago. Couldn't believe that time has passed so quickly. Trying to pace myself, not too watch too many VCDs in one sitting. Who knew watching drama serials can be a sport? Haha. Sign me up for the Olympics! I am just so tempted to keep watching, watching and watching. After all, changing discs isn't much of a chore.
Took time off from TV marathon to swim. I swam 10 laps! Amazing. Considering the fact that I am not as fit as I used to be 1 year and few months ago. However, I was the slowest in the pool. People finished swimming 1 lap and I was still halfway to 3/4way through the lap. Plus, I got a head start. I just couldn't help noticing. Jia you Dawn! I really need it. No speed at all.
Quite sad that I've got work tomorrow.. Can't bum around at home. I love being a bum :) It's so addictive. Like drama serials. Once you start, you can't stop.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
IOC at City Hall.
Will be doing a VCD marathon tomorrow :p (Thank Leb for the VCDs) Welcome to a slacker's life!!! Hahaha. Perhaps start clearing my room the week before school starts. Don't you just envy me?
Slacking aside. I quite regret not buying the T-shirt I saw at Bugis last week with Candice. It wasn't expensive, but somehow I just wasn't inclined to buy it then. When I went back today, it's gone. *Poof*
Moral of the story: Don't ever drag things on for too long. They will not wait for you to make up your mind. Can be applied to many things in life. Carpe Diem: Seize the moment.
People say that I appear to more laid back these days. Don't look as burnt out as I was back in JC. Perhaps this has got to do with all the letting go I've been doing for the past few months. I am a girl without a long term goal, the future is a big ? mark. Medicine has really closed its doors on me. I'll just keep knocking and wait for the door to open. After all, "stubborn" is my middle name. Or, if you want to put it nicely, determined.
Monday, July 04, 2005
Overtime.
Just feel like I can go on working non-stop. Suddenly just want to drown myself in work and forget that the rest of the world exists. That is highly possible when the semester starts. What's the next milestone in my life? Graduation? Everything seems cliche. Suddenly, I just feel so jaded and cynical.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Hip Hip Hooray! More tests.. Believe it or not.
You are happy, driven, and status conscious. You want everyone to know how successful you are. Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy. A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself. You always keep your cool and your composure. You are a born leader and business person. |
Went out with Jas and Germ to eat at Fish & Co and watched Batman Begins. Food was definitely good, better still was the unlimited refills of mango-carrot for $4. Alas, we spent alot on dinner. Watching a movie today is also costly... But, we don't get to go out with Jas often. Last met her during the November holidays last year. Batman Begins exceeded my expectations, albeit some scenes were meant to be scary more than funny/silly. It has a dark, gothic feel. ( Well, bats. Whaddya expect?) Over spending again.. God help me with my faith pledge. |
Chocs for thought.
1. Attitude towards your circumstances.
Meaning: Willing to have faith that God is in control even when things are bad. Really bad.
2. Strong Character
Meaning: One that will hold fast to God? Not give up easily.
3. Concentration
Meaning: Focusing on God's purpose for our lives.
4. Confidence
Meaning: The "thing" that gives you the surety to do something.
I suppose I really lack 2, 3. I tend to veer off course frequently and that is because I have a weak character. Sometimes, I tend to struggle with 1,4 too. I suppose life hasn't always been kind to everyone. Doubts just creep into your head. Pray, pray and pray... I just reflect badly on Jesus don't I? I try my best not to reflect badly on God... Yet, I have to be honest at the same time. Some people just appear to be happy even though they are hurting inside. I don't know how they do it. I'm an open book, I don't really try to hide what I'm feeling. Though I'm capable to doing so, but it's just too tiring to do that, no?
Sermon was about moving and giving. It tied up with the faith pledge. Honestly, I can't even promise $120 as my money does not belong to me. I am really going by faith after all the events that have happened recently. But, I should be able to if nothing goes wrong. I feel that I give too little to God.. Everything seems to be about self-gratification. When will I stop living for myself?? Then life will have more meaning won't it?
I just thank God for all the people in my life. Though I get majorly upset and pissed off with them at times, they still are wonderful in their own unique way. Just wondering, how far would you go out of your way to help someone? How much would you sacrifice? And why would you sacrifice that much? Very often, I tend to ask people to make sacrifices for me. Just because I think I deserve it. Things just don't work this way.
Friday, July 01, 2005
I need the loo... ...
Accompanied Mum to get her beads from Chinatown AGAIN. I am becoming an Ah Ma. Sigh. Well, at least dinner's on her :) And boy was dinner scrumptious! Had birdnest almond eggtart. Interesting.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
I am tourist in my own country

We went walking around and finally found Mustafa's Centre at the heart of Little India. Anyway, it makes me feel claustrophobic. The whole building is packed to the brim and they sell everything in bulk! 6 sticks of lipstick, 6 cans of deodorant at unbelievably low prices. Seems catered for the Indians who buy everything back to India. We didn't buy anything anyway. Strangest fact is the supermarket is on the top floor, above 2 levels of expensive jewellery. I mean hello? You look up to see the supermarket, while you are shopping for jewellery in a place that looks like Tiffany? Strange. The whole place is just disorganized.

Candice n Colonial House
I wanted to take more pics.. But, I was afraid of fierce shopkeepers shouting at me. It happened to before. Believe me. Little India rocks!
Over Indulging..
The holidays have unknowingly slipped away, only have 1 month left. Really hope to do something before school starts, just feel like quitting my job and bum around. But, I can't do that :( I am currently still broke, inspite of having received my monthly allowance. Planning how to preserve my $$. I have the knack of making money disappear, if you have trouble doing that, please contact me. Or maybe, I have very little to begin with. Therefore, it is very easy for me to do that trick.
About over indulging, I think I really had too much chocolatey stuff. Ate mud-pie. Drank chocolate mocktail. My face is having an eruption of pimples now. Ow. I have to cut down on the sweet stuff. Please do NOT tempt me anymore. I have absolutely no self-control when it comes to the sweet, chocolatey and sugary. I crave for good pasta too.. Just ate that on Tues and I'm craving it again. Especially the one from Coffee Club Express. It has crayfish! Argh.
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Baptism Sunday
And so we went to the beach...
After everyone left, we went down to Maxwell market to grab a bite. I ate super oily oyster omelette... I think I'll probably die from heart attack if I continue to eat this way. Gotta go jog, swim, anything! Thought could go rollerblading, but didn't come to pass. Sky appeared a little threatening and no one was keen on going blading or cycling today. :(
Walked to City Hall, explored a little of Marina Sq. Somehow, just wasn't in the mood to look around in the shops.
Leb had sharp eyes and he noticed the leaflet for Corrinne May's upcoming concert, if he hadn't spotted it I don't think I would have noticed. Hope to get my hands on the tickets soon!! Quite affordable.