Decisions

Life gets confusing sometimes.. Especially when all roads seem to be open to you and somehow you just don't know which is the right road. While reading the Bible just now, it seemed that God wanted me to pick the path that will reflect His Glory. 1 Thessalonians 2: 10-12. " You are witnesses, and God also, how devoutly and justly and blamelessly we behaved ourselves among you who believe; as you know how we exhorted, and comforted, and charged every one of you, as a father does his own children, that you would walk worthy of God who calls you into His own kingdom and glory. I just hope that He will give me a sign of confirmation as I am having doubts about the entire situation because things just don't seem they way they are.
Anyway, have to work and my results will be out tomorrow. 1pm. I pray very hard that I will not 'da pao' or ruin my chances of getting a 2nd class honours. Hey, I'm not greedy. Having a degree that is good enough for postgrad is good enough. Then again, maybe it's not enough. I don't have enough fiances to make it on my own. Need help from agencies such as a*star and to get help from them means 1st class honours, distinction student... Yada Yada..
Went out with Teng to eat dinner and we watched , "The Amityville Horror", supposedly based on a true story. Well, it was filled with suspense and kept me at the edge of my seat most of the time. Had to walk home ALONE at 11 ++ pm at night after a horror show. To me, the show signified an exaggerated version of spiritual warfare. Hey, but the good will always triumph :) Teng was so sweet! She made a bunch of miniature bouquet of straw roses for me! Thanks lots Tengz! *muackz*
We just have to learn how to be contented with what we have.