I'm Energizer Bunny!

Woke up extremely early today.. (To me) At 8.20am. Rushed to work without eating breakfast, thank God that I reached punctually. A little voice told me to alight at Dhoby Gaut instead of Clarke Quay (where I usually alight) and walk to work. As a result, I managed to reach in time. Enjoy my present job more than selling bags at Citylink.. I just kept marking till my fingers felt like they were going to cramp and my back was protesting against my lack of standing and walking. I quite like my new colleagues, but there's some communication problem as I am ashamed to say that my English is not up to the scratch. :( Or rather, she's not local and doesn't have many local friends. So she doesn't understand the local lingo. Otherwise, she's really nice to talk to.
Made it early to Novena Square to meet fellow cellmates for dinner. Bumped into Vanessa first, followed by Gail and Roanna. Started to wonder where were fellow cellmates. Thankfully, I didn't have to wait for too long before Timothy and Algene arrived. Followed by Lichang and Sharon. Really glad they all could make it. Dinner was a good time for catching up :)
Went for service. Today's sermon was a continuation or expository on what we did for CLEAR. During worship, I kept telling God that I really want to mean the things that we sang to him. But, I found it difficult. God definitely loves me more than I love Him. Then during the sermon.. David kept saying that we shouldn't belittle ourselves.. Am I doing that? All I know that most people can't accept me for being myself. Quiet, unassuming, quiet, seemingly boring and quiet. I have many insecurities. Trusting God really requires effort, just like willing yourself to fall during trust fall. Or bungee jumping, trusting that the rope won't snap. It was also strange that I was ministering to others other than being ministered to. Though I didn't do much, just supported those who were being prayed for and provided tissue paper, I felt like crying too. Strangely during worship, I was already like that. Kept asking God to let me learn to love Him and make Him the focus of my life. Which is a mammoth task.
Went out for supper after service. Though we were not supposed to :p As to set an example for the younger ones. But, what they don't know can't hurt them right? Hm.. Maybe I shouldn't mention where we went to. (Rated M18) Food wise.. Ate icecream and rodeo wings! Yummy Teriyaki and Salsa sauce. I think I would have loved to join the others for supper.. But, somehow just didn't. Well, but things weren't bad on our side either. Took NR1 home for the 1st time.. Reached home at 12 plus? Now, I know how to go home after the MRT and the rest of the buses have gone to zzzz. I must STOP whining and complaining. I have to find myself, fast!