Rejected again.

Although it is not possible to study Medicine anymore, miracles can happen. However, miracles are not happening. I got rejected by UWA saying that my ISAT scores weren't good enough.. What rubbish.. I scored 100% in one section and close 90% in the other. Which is already higher than the average Tom, Dick or Harry. What's not yours will not be yours. Even with the grades, I don't have the $$. I am licked God. I know it is somewhere that You seriously don't want me to go. Then where?? I really don't know anymore. Shall I just shut myself away in some god-forsaken research lab? Ok, who knows I may discover some cure.
Then You make in me charge of so many things involving MONEY. I always do something MONEY- related. Makes me start wondering why I didn't take accountancy. That word just evokes so much emotion in my family. Just that mere word mentioned, and arguments, cold wars and fights can start in this household. Yes, this is the kind of family I live in. We aren't money-minded people, but circumstances have forced us to be mercenary and calculative. I just HATE that word. I don't believe that MONEY is evil, but it's the attitude we have towards it. You know what? Maybe I don't care anymore. I save what I can and spend on what I must or should.
Have yet to collect my Harry Potter... Sigh. Will do it first thing in the morning tomorrow!!