God's will.

Is a pretty distressing subject to me. Why? I'm not sure if what I heard is really God's voice or my background noise of my desires covering His voice. Lately, it has been quite clear that I should wait upon the Lord and have faith that His will works for the good for those who love Him. There so many issues around me and in my life that require so much trust in God that He will set everything right. Life seems so unfair.
There also things that I need to be honest about and set things right once and for all. No matter how painful it maybe to settle it. I have to learn to love unselfishly. Though it may make me unhappy, it will make someone else happier. I want to bring joy into people's lives, but many times I find myself hindered by my fears. Fear of not being the kind of person they want to interact with, fear of being rejected and many more... My fears are so irrelevant, but they real too.
Today is Ruffy's bath day (my dog) and I'm on duty. Sigh... Hate bathing that doggie of mine.. Wet dogs are best not provoked.