What will I give to be in a better situation?

The reason why I enjoy watching movies so much is because they transport me into an ideal world where the good guys triumph and the bad guys lose. Where losers end up winning. Whereby my troubles suddenly seem insignificant compared to the crisis the faced in the plot. I've just watched The Island and Wedding Crashers this week. Both were good.
The Island was thought provoking, delving into the ethics of cloning. Although the movie was highly far from reality, but the essence of it is real. We can clone humans, just that we are not so adept at it yet. Yes, yet. Sacrificing one human to save another's life. How ethical is that? Isn't it tantamount to murder?
Wedding Crashers was crude... Had alot of dirty humour, dealing with certain parts of the anatomy. However, it was still funny. I just didn't find extreme ( I mean seriously extreme) dirty jokes funny, I can only say they were gross! Jx won tickets to the movie, she's always winning movie tickets and I benefit as her friend! Free movies! Haha.
Enough with self-delusion. In reality, I feel tired. Things have been happening this week, bad things. Received a not very pleasant e-mail, that caused me to feel guilty. Because, it was indeed my fault. It proved that I am not such a trustworthy person after all, I didn't do anything when things were still within my control. Secondly, there's imminent trouble approaching. Rest will be going to sleep and never waking up, dreaming a pleasant dream. Weary of life at 20? This is abit too soon, isn't it?